Melanin melancholy, my black skin dished me a deeper tragedy
I can't breathe my lungs tight, it keep reminding me that I could die at any moment, I'm a victim, of a man made decision. I wasn't there to hear the Doctor tell my parents this is..not gonna end well for instance resistance is just futile in this world anyway , it's just gonna get you any Day, I feel hopeless, it's like my minds soaked in a black hole where the devil dishes omens.
I'm winning when I'm fighting these drug habits, though I been a high functioning drug addict. Still I make the smile available when wall crashes, 4 around me my world remains a dull palace, cuz my imagination takes me out this box, I still cry at times for being dependent on the drugs, and my mum keep telling me that everything is God, then why He make me like this, why He give me this, why am I so capable but can't even resist, my body shuts down each every other day, why I still walk in pain even though I pray, and now I'm faced with these cross roads, choose Spiritual or choose the cold, I now before the Throne, tears creep down my eyes it's harder not to show. So many days of suffering it's harder not to woe, soon it's my time to go, I wouldn't change the pain cuz the pain gave me hope, loneliness gave me rope, I could have tied it round my neck but I didn't though, I threw it up to Heaven and now I need go,
Climb
credits
from Chapter 2: Death And Rebirth,
released July 3, 2020
Produced by Scott Xylo
Udo / Raps
George Moule / Drums
Scott Xylo / Keys
Adam Martin / Guitar
Lizzie Barker / Violin
Mikey Shine/ Bass
supported by 10 fans who also own “Death Of The Space Wizard”
Like so many others, this came like a bolt out of the blue and, even though it's well before payday, I had to have this astonishing album on vinyl to prove it exists. The feel of the tunes makes me feel like the Impressions do, Curtis Mayfield, the big spaces and instinctive horns and stuff drifting in and out. Great grooves and I can see lots of ghosts nodding along to this with big smiles on their faces. At last! Anthony Cottrell